Saturday, November 14, 2009
yaya here blogging on her lovable boyfriend's blog.hee.
This is so awkward blogging on someone else blog.
These day ever since i started work,i no longer have time to spend with baby.
Even if baby came down to my work place i doubt i could spend time with him much there.
With bitches there who never fail to ruin my day plus interfering in my business.
Baby say he gonna be coming down to work place today right after his flipping section.weee.
supposingly i taking an off day but due too sudden changes in stuff,baby
suggest i should attend work today.
And yesterday i didn't say "i love you" because i need to hang up fast,
so do baby,he didn't say "i love you" too. ofcz he did in msg but not on the phone,because i need to hang up fast to settle some stuff.
no matter what,baby i love you and only you.
no one can make me as happy as you.
You're one guy that make me feel so lively and you're the first guy that
i'm always looking forward to meet and each day with you have been amazing baby.
i sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag you!!!
muacks muacks muacks
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12:22 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Let me spize his blog with our loving shot! heehhehe.
i
love
you
so much baby!!
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3:19 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
well,first of all im gonna say i find it very lame that im typing something here after more than 2 years of not posting anything. secondly,i noe no one visits this blog anymore and it is exactly how i like it. sounds sad right??hahahaha. now im finding it even more lame that im toking to myself...sheesh...well,kkay,i have to update this bloggie up with my life presently. so lets start aites...
well,seems my life wasnt cursed at all like what iv said in my previous post 2 year ago. proof is,i have a girlfriend now and shes the best thing that has ever happened to me. im seriously happy that i finally have one. its like after soo long being alone i have finally found someone i can love. baby,if u happen to come by my blog i just wanna tell u that u have made me a very happy person. u gave me the priceless company that i have always wished for and i will never know how to repay u. frankly,i do not know how i managed to make someone like u to be my girlfriend. u are a great person. u have the best personality and u cheer me up with ur bubbly character. i know that making u my gf was the best decision i have ever made and i will never regret it. u mean alot to me and i want u to know that very well. i dont know how to be mushy or how to make a girl melt for i have always been playing around and i want to make you happy,but i dont know how. i know im useless. but i will try my best. trust me.
now for my imperfections. i really hate myself for having certain characteristics. and its pretty obvious once people get to know me. i have a laser mouth and sometimes it gets too much for people to handle.i know that very well and as a matter of fact i know its taking a toll on my relationship. but somehow i really cant help it. it has just grown with me too much for me to change. but one thing i know is that i have toned down from the past and i guess i have to tone it down more for the sake of my happiness. another thing i hate is my long windedness. i know im long winded,u can just see it from this post that its pretty obvious but its just a way that i express myself. i guess im too much of a perfectionist eyy?but i swear i hate it. i know it irritates others and the irony of it is i can control it but i dont know y im so long winded with my gf. it confuses me too. it always seems when i try to be short,it always becomes long and it sucks. it takes awhile before i know im talking too much and i hate it to the core. and lastly is my freaking ego. iv always had it. the funny thing is that i know it exists and i know how it works but i just cant fucking admit it. i can stand to lose face in front of people but i dont know why i just cant fucking lose. i just keep fighting even tho i know i cant fight it anymore and it sucks. of course i keep telling myself to stop it but i dont know why i just cant. i suck. and i know i have alot more imperfections that i didnt state.but of the many,i know definately that i have these major ones.
which is why i count myself lucky i even have a gf. and the best part of it is that i have someone like you. i dont wanna let you go. that fear has always been eating me inside and iv always tried to think positive but everytime i just feel that im not good enough for u. but of course,u have always pumped my confidence up. which is y this post is dedicated to you,to explain myself and let you know more about my inner character. baby,i apologise if i have ever hurt you in any way. i know i hv said that alot of times and believe me,i dont wanna keep hurting u. but i always hurt u unknowingly and i feel really guilty. i wanna apologise for not being a good bf,for not understanding how you feel,for not making u happy and also for being so useless. i also wanna apologise for everything i did in the past,present and future due to those characteristics of mine that i really hate. but believe me i will try my best to change.i wanna return this new happiness u have introduced to me and i will do it for you....I LOVE YOU....
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3:40 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
wow...3 times...i tink i cud have been cursed by sun asshole sumwer in my past...damn it...losing out everytyme is not a fun ting to go thru u noe...gues i have to wait for the second round then...ouhwell,people always say tat endings always welcums a new begining...only now do i feel rilli2 lonely yeah...yall feeling me??hahaha...i mite just start having flings again...but ouhwell,tats not a gud ting to do yeah...it sucks,but hey,theres still a long way to go in life,but then again.life cud end at any second...cud be good n cud be bad...haha...well,im jus gonna stop here yeah...raffff outzzzz...
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8:42 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
wokayyy...after a very long3 time iv finally updated ma bloggie...hmm,basicly i was planning to update it oni after i went out wit a certain sumone...but i guess i chickened out at the last minute...shes too good for me i guess...very intimidating rilli...if i got her oso wud feel damn great lah...but i dun tink i cn lor...so basicly i jus gave up even before trying coz i see many better challengers yeah...anyways,it was fun getting to noe her...maybe next tyme try agen...hahaha...
okayy,enuff wit tat shit...tats ws jus the explanation anywyas...kayy,basicly i have a problem wit a certain girl(not the one mentioned above)...a fuckin big problem in fact n i cnt seem to let it go...its still swirling around ma head u noe...n it sucks...if u are reading tis,go ahead n continue...i no eud jus burn more after tis...basicly,wat i have to say to her is,KIP UR FUCKIN EGO DOWN CN OR NT??wah...u rilli cnt accept wat people say about u ehk??i told u the truth n i tot u understood me...it was the fucking truth mind u...i confess here tat i did used to kol u a bitch,but nw i dun say it anymore...it sticks in the air...dun u get it??or maybe sumone tinks the same way n use ma name to defend him or herself...ur rilli dumb aint u??its true asshole...rilli cnt accept tat fact...nw theres the attitude of a bitch...i wasnt creating excuses tat day...u say tat i din have the dick to tell u tat day eyy??i din tell u coz i had u in mind u dumbmother fucker...tat was y i sent u a msg wit all tat...wit an explanation y i din tell u face2face oso...duno how to read isit??i bet ur the one who dosen have the balls man...oh yeah,u dun have balls nw dun u??yeah...expected oredi uhk...tok behind ma beck oni ehk tau...u lucky i never fuck u up beck okayy...n trust me,tis is no empty threat...i cn blast at ur face if u give me e permission to man...
yeah so since i followed ma best gal fren's advice to kip ma cool n shut up,i hope u wud shut ur fuckin mouth too...oh yeah,if sumone actually leads u to my blog to read tis post,then good for them...but if u actually wandered here to check ma blog to see if i blast anyshit about u,then u are rilli lukin for sum trouble man...ma info kips cumin on n on...n if i here sum other shit being spread around behind me,ur the first person whus gonna go down for it...so jus chill,n dun bother tagging,coz i cn predict hw angry u fil afta reading tis...but hey,u luking for fault wat ryte??heres on for u...
lucky today im in a happy mood...n im cpable of changin muds easily yeah...so yeah,tat happend two days ago...y dun i tell ya bout tday eyy?well,tday i had ma orientation at nyp...i was like a lone ranger all the way sia...then finally we got seperated to our classes...i admit i was kinda disappointed coz all i saw ws a bunch of nerds n sum china students...nobody i cud relate to...n then everybody oso silent like hell...boring sia...so i decided to break the ice lor...luckily i saw two people from ma class whu came late...at last!normal people...so i quickly made frens wit them n start ma kecoh-ing...hahaha...tat was the fun part...coz wit kecoh-ing,u make many new frens coz they tink its fun too...so basiclly i managed to unlock the sprtingness in all of them lah...tensions all finally gone...then i go around n buy my engineering stuffs then wait for the mentor in ma class wich eventually din cum...so we all were dismissed n sent home...well,after tat i mit my beloved special fren...spent sum tyme together havin smokes n such...then finally i head home n here i am...hahaha...so it was kind of a great day today lah...jus waiting for tml oni...hopefully more fun lah ehk...hahaha...kaylor,rafspin outzzz...
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10:32 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
hmm...these days im fuckin stress sia...duno y oso...hmm,results cumin fri sia!!!argghhh!!!hmm,kkay wat happen these past few days is tat i jus got my pay n spent most of it on my psp...nw im almost broke...so fucked up man...tats one level up of my stress...level 2 is my results man...shitcockdumbfuck...damn it...tis is the turning point of my life sia...nwadays i jus feel like punching sumbody hard...i seem to be creating problems everywer i go jus in case i cn hit sumbody...like jus nw in my store...sum two chinese bastards started creating havoc as if they own the place....i quiet oni...skali my sup plak pekik...then tis bastard started to tok loudly to let my sup noe...but tis guy din noe i ws rite opposite squating n doing my stuff on the lower shelfs...tat bastard oni noe how to tok wen nobody looking...then tok like his grandfather house plak...apa lagi,tegur ah sak...orng da stress,gadoh pon power...i stand up n stare direct at him n say "what??why??want to say sumthing isit??"hahha...tat dumb fucker straight away diam sak...wok away with his fren...i very the glum lah these days...NO GIRL!!!wahhh....susah jgk ehk mau carik pompan...dulu lain sak....skrng mau carik yg setia punyer skit peh susah...hahaha...tkpe2...patient sikit...yg pompan tu gue msg pon mcm tkmo lyn...tu pasal gue tk msg pon...(to who it relates to lah....if u wanna noe e reason...)hmm,da losing hope beb,guess u are jus too high for me to catch...one more go,n then ill stop straightaway...kayy,tats it for the dayy...rafff outzzzz....
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11:58 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
50 typical question.
1. Are u photogenic?- umm,i cud if i wanted to...
2.What time do you go to bed? hahaha...if got nuthing on,maybe 4 or 5...
3. What was the last thing you did before this? tok to one pretty2 girl...hahahha
4.Who's the one you always meet the most? umm,my mom n bro??hahaha
5.Who's the person you'll call if you need help? my bro!haha
6.What's on your mind right now? how do i get tis girl...hmm...
7.What do you prefer? american idol/ malaysian idol? american lah bodoh...original sikit...
8.With whom do you wanna be with to have fun? my skool frens n my bro...
9.What movie do you wanna watch now? ermm...i fill like watchin spirits of the victims agen with a diff girl agen...to see hw she screams...hahahaha
10.When was the last time you went out? umm ytd??
11.What do you hate the most for now? err...hmm...duno??
12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep? exercise n watch tele n play com...
13.Colors that make you happy?hmm,yellow!!hahaha
14.Most fave thing in your room? my class photo...
15.Miss someone? yeah...sumone...
16.Plan to buy something? yesh!new clothes!!hahaha
17.Are you satisfied with you life now? actually yeah...all i rilli nid nw is a nice girl whu understands...
18.Do you like seafood? - hahaa...yeah!
19.Breakfast or dinner? erm...dinner...
20.Like chocolates? hell yeah...
21.Do you have a laptop?nuwp...nxt year yo...
22.Whats your favourite food from fast food? hahaha...turkey bacon burger from bk...
23.Cats or dogs? both...
24.Salty or sweet? -sweet but a tad salty...
25.City or country? - country...seriously...i wan a simple life if i cn...but hey,im stuck in an urban world...so i guess its inevitable...
26.Is kissing normal for your age? yeah it is...hahaha
27.Are you athletic? yup2...very...
28.Favourite bands for now? silverstein,muse,311,saosin n alkaline trio...
29.Do you have your own cell phone? yesh2....
30.What do you wear to bed? hahaha...canot tell....
31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school? nuwp,but admire their gud looks have ah...
32.Coke or pepsi? coke!!:)
33.Sugar or spice? n everything nice!!hahaha
34.Can you use chopsticks?yesh i cn...
35.Do you care about getting good grades? yesh i do....
36.Have you ever fallen asleep in class? hahaha...like duhh
37.Get a job or ask your parents for money? get a job...
38.Is your mom strict? hahaha...cn say n cn say nt...
39.Do your parents give you enough privacy? yerp...
40.Do your parents trust you? of course nt...i guess...
41.Would you ever wanna lose your best friend(s)? - hahaha...no...
42.Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves? hell yeah...
43.Do you make friends quickly?ahahaa...cn ah...
44.Do you tell your mom everything?ermm...nt everything...
45.What do you & your parents fight about most? they dun fite anymore oso...hahaha
46.If you love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do to her/him? nothing...try my best to leave her in peace n be frens...
47.Can you sing or rap? never tried...
48.If you have one wish, who would u make ur wife/husband for life? hahaha...yalah...whu dowan ryte??
49.What do you think about this survey? long...
50.Would you do another survey such as this? yesh...
Now you have to ask 7 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.
ayid
rin
izza
aieka(if she forgives me)
iskandar
shuxin
zaki
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