Thursday, January 11, 2007
hmm...n so,another relationship ends...n tis is e first tyme i ws actually rejected before miting her n getting sumwer wit her...i admit defeat n tis one has my salute...sounds like as tho im makin tis sound like a gam,ebut im nt...im liking toking serious actually...hahaha...tankiu muna for givin me adive...i guess kiping e hope n her choice for e second chance wasnt a bright light after all...hmm,i cnt explain hw i feel tho...she told me tat i shud leave for gud...maybe coz shes emo ing agen or coz she seriously dosen tink im her type...but wichever way,it dun rilli matter,like i sed,if a rejection occurs,i wun mind as long as my heart is not bein played wif...im feeling rather emo,but nt a bad feeling,coz i fil happy oso...duno y...maybe its tis stronger me inside...hahaha...i duno...ouhwell...kay,nw i have to rilli2 turn...haiyo...i tink im gonna be tat same playboy me agen tho...i noe it sux,but tats jus wat happens wen i got no girl...hahaha...everytyme a relationship happens,ill lose all contact with all e others n wen one cums beck,tats like a bad omen...coz seriously.jus now one of them jus contacted me beck...but as a fren lah...so i happily msged oni to recieve bad news from e other...hahaha...kkay,tml im goin for a modellling interview,dat woman koled me at werk n asked me to cum down...so im goin there tml...and since im fully single,i guess ill jus go lukin for gals agen...hahahahaha...cn try wut ryte??but duno whether cn get or not...kay,dat part sux...but nvm,cn try my best...hahaha...kay then,enuff bout tat,lets tok bout today...
kay,today, i went to werk in the morn n went home at six plus...but din go home yet lah...went on top for a cigg n found out it was raining heavily...so i went down n lepak in the lunchroom instead...hahaha...lotsa toys wich their packaging ws destroye dby fuckin small kids tho...but the toys were still in gud condition,so i jus played around with them...hahaha...i tried to figure out the rubrix cube...damn tat was hard...i did tat from 630 til 830...on one stupid cube...hahaha...then afta dat i jus felt like sleeping,so i jus made my way home...chi gals sed gdbye, n so i replied with a smile...theyre nice too...pritty for chi gals too tho...maybe nw its my tyme to have a chi gal eyy??hahahaha...mst c first hw....hahaha...kay,n then go home watch pb n nw i m...here...updating tish bloggie...hahaha...n after tis im gonna kol sumbody so tats it for today...rafff outzzzz....
PS:heres a msg for u if u read tis...i rilli dun mind tat you rejected me...but it wud hv been better if it ws sed to me personally...dosen matter if its thru fon or thru msg...but ur name shudve been on it...ill take tyme to forget u,dun u worry...but ill still be tinkin of u...coz i noe i will never get u...if a miracle happens between us,n we cn be sumthing agen,i wud be e happiest boy u will ever noe...but unfortunately it aint gonna happen...i noe...frens it is aites...n dun wori,i wun behave awkwardly towards u...hahaha...chaozzzz...
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