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Monday, January 08, 2007

wooo...tis ting wit the relationship is starting to make me feel alive agen...even tho wit alll the ups n downs,i feel guwd n refreshed agen...im finally myself!!hahaha...wee,im nt the gloomy rafee u see in my past posts anymore...its the original me...heee...jus got a haircut btw,maybe tats the reason for me being so happy today...hahaha...kay,today,my bros galfren came to my house...was woken up by her fon call n then slept a bit more afta tat...woke up at rnd 130 like dat n saw there was two msges...one was from my "girl" fren n another was from ayid...im sure u all noe him...kinda farny tho...morning shock...hahaha...nt everyday u wake up n find a msg from ur fren asking u for advice...so i casually replied...and replied to the gal too...ayid wants to get beck to tis girl n asks me whther it was possible or not...i cudnt say much tho coz i noe bout their case...but then agen,it wasnt up to me...was up to him...so i jus asked him to do wat he wants but kip his hopes low coz it wud be hard to get her beck...but then agen,iv learnt about tis gal pretty well n adviced him to carry on trying but kip his hopes low or jus give up straight n be happy witout another heartbreak...her chose the first...wat cn i do rite??then the gal oso ask me wat shud she do...luk,i noe her,n i noe wat she means wen she says tat...so i jus ask her to folow her instincts...kay,koled her awile later on after msgin ayid and extracted the answer from her...i noe the answer but i aint gonna tell ayid...coz i left him wit a last msg...i wanted him to learn from his actions n not to make stupid mistakes like i did...he koled me cruel coz i wasnt even gona help him even wen i new he was goin to a dead end...well,its a lesson wut ryte??i have gud intentions...i cn give advice bu t at the same tyme people nid to learn so i jus left him there to tink for himself n learn wat he ws supposed to do next....rmb,i have the answer n i aint gonna give it...yet...hahaha...cruel i noe,but wit gud intentions...

kay,then i went n eat wit my bro n his galfren...tok here n there bout ghost stories then my bro went into his room wit his gal n got high agen...he was suppose dto accompany me to the salon tho...but in the end got high...i got nervous tho,coz i din noe wat hairstyle to pick...hahaha...his gal jus asked me to cut sum japanese style stuff sal my muker sajak...so i jus pick one from e magazine n cut it...turned out damn well tho...luv it!!hahaha...then cum beck n continue watchin death note one...then msg her...hahaha...i was happy tat i msged her coz it was the first tyme i wasnt filing despo or shit wen msgin her...all i wanted was the have a tok wit her one of these days n be straight with her...tats all i wan...i wan to take tings like a man for once n see where i cn go from there...i wan her to like me for whu i am n nt coz of sympathy...it was great tat i recieved a second chance from her tat wasnt outta sympathy...carefully tot one...at least tats a sign tat she actually sees sumthing between us...but if it dosen werk out,then tat wud suck...but tat jus means i have to move on wit life nw does it...ouhwell...life goes on yeah...i wanna hope for the best n live with no regret...nw im updating my blog n listning to sum songs n next i wanna go slip n wake up for werk tml...so tats it people...raff outzzz...

rafspin snaps... 11:45 PM