uPs N' dOwNs oF tIs fReAk...

2009-11-14T12:22:00.002+08:00

yaya here blogging on her lovable boyfriend's blog.hee.

This is so awkward blogging on someone else blog.

These day ever since i started work,i no longer have time to spend with baby.

Even if baby came down to my work place i doubt i could spend time with him much there.

With bitches there who never fail to ruin my day plus interfering in my business.

Baby say he gonna be coming down to work place today right after his flipping section.weee.
supposingly i taking an off day but due too sudden changes in stuff,baby

suggest i should attend work today.

And yesterday i didn't say "i love you" because i need to hang up fast,

so do baby,he didn't say "i love you" too. ofcz he did in msg but not on the phone,because i need to hang up fast to settle some stuff.

no matter what,baby i love you and only you.

no one can make me as happy as you.

You're one guy that make me feel so lively and you're the first guy that

i'm always looking forward to meet and each day with you have been amazing baby.

i sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag you!!!

muacks muacks muacks

2009-10-12T15:19:00.002+08:00

Let me spize his blog with our loving shot! heehhehe.

love

you

so much baby!!

after a damn long time...

2009-10-10T03:40:00.002+08:00

well,first of all im gonna say i find it very lame that im typing something here after more than 2 years of not posting anything. secondly,i noe no one visits this blog anymore and it is exactly how i like it. sounds sad right??hahahaha. now im finding it even more lame that im toking to myself...sheesh...well,kkay,i have to update this bloggie up with my life presently. so lets start aites...

well,seems my life wasnt cursed at all like what iv said in my previous post 2 year ago. proof is,i have a girlfriend now and shes the best thing that has ever happened to me. im seriously happy that i finally have one. its like after soo long being alone i have finally found someone i can love. baby,if u happen to come by my blog i just wanna tell u that u have made me a very happy person. u gave me the priceless company that i have always wished for and i will never know how to repay u. frankly,i do not know how i managed to make someone like u to be my girlfriend. u are a great person. u have the best personality and u cheer me up with ur bubbly character. i know that making u my gf was the best decision i have ever made and i will never regret it. u mean alot to me and i want u to know that very well. i dont know how to be mushy or how to make a girl melt for i have always been playing around and i want to make you happy,but i dont know how. i know im useless. but i will try my best. trust me.

now for my imperfections. i really hate myself for having certain characteristics. and its pretty obvious once people get to know me. i have a laser mouth and sometimes it gets too much for people to handle.i know that very well and as a matter of fact i know its taking a toll on my relationship. but somehow i really cant help it. it has just grown with me too much for me to change. but one thing i know is that i have toned down from the past and i guess i have to tone it down more for the sake of my happiness. another thing i hate is my long windedness. i know im long winded,u can just see it from this post that its pretty obvious but its just a way that i express myself. i guess im too much of a perfectionist eyy?but i swear i hate it. i know it irritates others and the irony of it is i can control it but i dont know y im so long winded with my gf. it confuses me too. it always seems when i try to be short,it always becomes long and it sucks. it takes awhile before i know im talking too much and i hate it to the core. and lastly is my freaking ego. iv always had it. the funny thing is that i know it exists and i know how it works but i just cant fucking admit it. i can stand to lose face in front of people but i dont know why i just cant fucking lose. i just keep fighting even tho i know i cant fight it anymore and it sucks. of course i keep telling myself to stop it but i dont know why i just cant. i suck. and i know i have alot more imperfections that i didnt state.but of the many,i know definately that i have these major ones.

which is why i count myself lucky i even have a gf. and the best part of it is that i have someone like you. i dont wanna let you go. that fear has always been eating me inside and iv always tried to think positive but everytime i just feel that im not good enough for u. but of course,u have always pumped my confidence up. which is y this post is dedicated to you,to explain myself and let you know more about my inner character. baby,i apologise if i have ever hurt you in any way. i know i hv said that alot of times and believe me,i dont wanna keep hurting u. but i always hurt u unknowingly and i feel really guilty. i wanna apologise for not being a good bf,for not understanding how you feel,for not making u happy and also for being so useless. i also wanna apologise for everything i did in the past,present and future due to those characteristics of mine that i really hate. but believe me i will try my best to change.i wanna return this new happiness u have introduced to me and i will do it for you....I LOVE YOU....

fuckkk...

2007-06-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

wow...3 times...i tink i cud have been cursed by sun asshole sumwer in my past...damn it...losing out everytyme is not a fun ting to go thru u noe...gues i have to wait for the second round then...ouhwell,people always say tat endings always welcums a new begining...only now do i feel rilli2 lonely yeah...yall feeling me??hahaha...i mite just start having flings again...but ouhwell,tats not a gud ting to do yeah...it sucks,but hey,theres still a long way to go in life,but then again.life cud end at any second...cud be good n cud be bad...haha...well,im jus gonna stop here yeah...raffff outzzzz...

hello agen...

2007-04-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

wokayyy...after a very long3 time iv finally updated ma bloggie...hmm,basicly i was planning to update it oni after i went out wit a certain sumone...but i guess i chickened out at the last minute...shes too good for me i guess...very intimidating rilli...if i got her oso wud feel damn great lah...but i dun tink i cn lor...so basicly i jus gave up even before trying coz i see many better challengers yeah...anyways,it was fun getting to noe her...maybe next tyme try agen...hahaha...

okayy,enuff wit tat shit...tats ws jus the explanation anywyas...kayy,basicly i have a problem wit a certain girl(not the one mentioned above)...a fuckin big problem in fact n i cnt seem to let it go...its still swirling around ma head u noe...n it sucks...if u are reading tis,go ahead n continue...i no eud jus burn more after tis...basicly,wat i have to say to her is,KIP UR FUCKIN EGO DOWN CN OR NT??wah...u rilli cnt accept wat people say about u ehk??i told u the truth n i tot u understood me...it was the fucking truth mind u...i confess here tat i did used to kol u a bitch,but nw i dun say it anymore...it sticks in the air...dun u get it??or maybe sumone tinks the same way n use ma name to defend him or herself...ur rilli dumb aint u??its true asshole...rilli cnt accept tat fact...nw theres the attitude of a bitch...i wasnt creating excuses tat day...u say tat i din have the dick to tell u tat day eyy??i din tell u coz i had u in mind u dumbmother fucker...tat was y i sent u a msg wit all tat...wit an explanation y i din tell u face2face oso...duno how to read isit??i bet ur the one who dosen have the balls man...oh yeah,u dun have balls nw dun u??yeah...expected oredi uhk...tok behind ma beck oni ehk tau...u lucky i never fuck u up beck okayy...n trust me,tis is no empty threat...i cn blast at ur face if u give me e permission to man...

yeah so since i followed ma best gal fren's advice to kip ma cool n shut up,i hope u wud shut ur fuckin mouth too...oh yeah,if sumone actually leads u to my blog to read tis post,then good for them...but if u actually wandered here to check ma blog to see if i blast anyshit about u,then u are rilli lukin for sum trouble man...ma info kips cumin on n on...n if i here sum other shit being spread around behind me,ur the first person whus gonna go down for it...so jus chill,n dun bother tagging,coz i cn predict hw angry u fil afta reading tis...but hey,u luking for fault wat ryte??heres on for u...

lucky today im in a happy mood...n im cpable of changin muds easily yeah...so yeah,tat happend two days ago...y dun i tell ya bout tday eyy?well,tday i had ma orientation at nyp...i was like a lone ranger all the way sia...then finally we got seperated to our classes...i admit i was kinda disappointed coz all i saw ws a bunch of nerds n sum china students...nobody i cud relate to...n then everybody oso silent like hell...boring sia...so i decided to break the ice lor...luckily i saw two people from ma class whu came late...at last!normal people...so i quickly made frens wit them n start ma kecoh-ing...hahaha...tat was the fun part...coz wit kecoh-ing,u make many new frens coz they tink its fun too...so basiclly i managed to unlock the sprtingness in all of them lah...tensions all finally gone...then i go around n buy my engineering stuffs then wait for the mentor in ma class wich eventually din cum...so we all were dismissed n sent home...well,after tat i mit my beloved special fren...spent sum tyme together havin smokes n such...then finally i head home n here i am...hahaha...so it was kind of a great day today lah...jus waiting for tml oni...hopefully more fun lah ehk...hahaha...kaylor,rafspin outzzz...

calling you!!!

2007-02-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

hmm...these days im fuckin stress sia...duno y oso...hmm,results cumin fri sia!!!argghhh!!!hmm,kkay wat happen these past few days is tat i jus got my pay n spent most of it on my psp...nw im almost broke...so fucked up man...tats one level up of my stress...level 2 is my results man...shitcockdumbfuck...damn it...tis is the turning point of my life sia...nwadays i jus feel like punching sumbody hard...i seem to be creating problems everywer i go jus in case i cn hit sumbody...like jus nw in my store...sum two chinese bastards started creating havoc as if they own the place....i quiet oni...skali my sup plak pekik...then tis bastard started to tok loudly to let my sup noe...but tis guy din noe i ws rite opposite squating n doing my stuff on the lower shelfs...tat bastard oni noe how to tok wen nobody looking...then tok like his grandfather house plak...apa lagi,tegur ah sak...orng da stress,gadoh pon power...i stand up n stare direct at him n say "what??why??want to say sumthing isit??"hahha...tat dumb fucker straight away diam sak...wok away with his fren...i very the glum lah these days...NO GIRL!!!wahhh....susah jgk ehk mau carik pompan...dulu lain sak....skrng mau carik yg setia punyer skit peh susah...hahaha...tkpe2...patient sikit...yg pompan tu gue msg pon mcm tkmo lyn...tu pasal gue tk msg pon...(to who it relates to lah....if u wanna noe e reason...)hmm,da losing hope beb,guess u are jus too high for me to catch...one more go,n then ill stop straightaway...kayy,tats it for the dayy...rafff outzzzz....

surveyy!!

2007-01-18T16:44:00.000+08:00

50 typical question.
1. Are u photogenic?- umm,i cud if i wanted to...
2.What time do you go to bed? hahaha...if got nuthing on,maybe 4 or 5...
3. What was the last thing you did before this? tok to one pretty2 girl...hahahha
4.Who's the one you always meet the most? umm,my mom n bro??hahaha
5.Who's the person you'll call if you need help? my bro!haha
6.What's on your mind right now? how do i get tis girl...hmm...
7.What do you prefer? american idol/ malaysian idol? american lah bodoh...original sikit...
8.With whom do you wanna be with to have fun? my skool frens n my bro...
9.What movie do you wanna watch now? ermm...i fill like watchin spirits of the victims agen with a diff girl agen...to see hw she screams...hahahaha
10.When was the last time you went out? umm ytd??
11.What do you hate the most for now? err...hmm...duno??
12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep? exercise n watch tele n play com...
13.Colors that make you happy?hmm,yellow!!hahaha
14.Most fave thing in your room? my class photo...
15.Miss someone? yeah...sumone...
16.Plan to buy something? yesh!new clothes!!hahaha
17.Are you satisfied with you life now? actually yeah...all i rilli nid nw is a nice girl whu understands...
18.Do you like seafood? - hahaa...yeah!
19.Breakfast or dinner? erm...dinner...
20.Like chocolates? hell yeah...
21.Do you have a laptop?nuwp...nxt year yo...
22.Whats your favourite food from fast food? hahaha...turkey bacon burger from bk...
23.Cats or dogs? both...
24.Salty or sweet? -sweet but a tad salty...
25.City or country? - country...seriously...i wan a simple life if i cn...but hey,im stuck in an urban world...so i guess its inevitable...
26.Is kissing normal for your age? yeah it is...hahaha
27.Are you athletic? yup2...very...
28.Favourite bands for now? silverstein,muse,311,saosin n alkaline trio...
29.Do you have your own cell phone? yesh2....
30.What do you wear to bed? hahaha...canot tell....
31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school? nuwp,but admire their gud looks have ah...
32.Coke or pepsi? coke!!:)
33.Sugar or spice? n everything nice!!hahaha
34.Can you use chopsticks?yesh i cn...
35.Do you care about getting good grades? yesh i do....
36.Have you ever fallen asleep in class? hahaha...like duhh
37.Get a job or ask your parents for money? get a job...
38.Is your mom strict? hahaha...cn say n cn say nt...
39.Do your parents give you enough privacy? yerp...
40.Do your parents trust you? of course nt...i guess...
41.Would you ever wanna lose your best friend(s)? - hahaha...no...
42.Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves? hell yeah...
43.Do you make friends quickly?ahahaa...cn ah...
44.Do you tell your mom everything?ermm...nt everything...
45.What do you & your parents fight about most? they dun fite anymore oso...hahaha
46.If you love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do to her/him? nothing...try my best to leave her in peace n be frens...
47.Can you sing or rap? never tried...
48.If you have one wish, who would u make ur wife/husband for life? hahaha...yalah...whu dowan ryte??
49.What do you think about this survey? long...
50.Would you do another survey such as this? yesh...

Now you have to ask 7 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.
ayid
rin
izza
aieka(if she forgives me)
iskandar
shuxin
zaki

i noe u got me dancing...

2007-01-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

hahaha...wooo...ytd was fun like hell...happening siol...kay,ytd i went out from my house at 1 n waited at the mrt...kay the begining of the day was fucked up abit ah...coz i waited at 1 n they came at 2...all coz of syak...hahaha...blardy fucker lost track of tyme at rp open house...then wen i freaking msged her fucking her upside dwn oni then i got a kol beck...hahaha...fuck sak...but it was aite tho...kay then i waite dat last cab for them n headed to orchard to makan at swensens coz it was my fren,red's, bday...n amir came along too coz his bday ws round e corner too...fun tho hanging wit sum local superstars...hahaha...they re oways getting "hi's" from hot chicks they dun even noe...ahahaha...tats the cool part...so we sit down n chatted at swensens wile i sabo his drink with salt n pepper n chilli sauce n made him drink it...wahahaha...shudve looked at his face...but i tot it wasnt soo bad so i trie dit myself...my gawd...the taste...like drinking french fries sia...DRINKING...hahahaha...we all got sick of it n changed the drink...he got a free ice cream coz it was his bday n then skali all the employees crowded behind n sang him happy bday...kiwak...paiseh siak...hahahaha...then after tat we all paid for it then headed to play pool at lucky plaza...syak din noe how to play,so we all jus be a lil lenient lor...hahaha...i ws blardy lucky today tho...i did tings i neva did before...hahaha...kay then afta dat me red n amir went to woodlands to mit all e othe r emcees coz we wanted to explore a haunted hospital at woodlands....so we met them all n headed there at 8...oni 8 oclock oredi so dark sia...we broke e gate n went in...oni to find out there were surveilance cameras...swey sak...so we jus decided to turn one round n wok past the gate jus in case coz they sed no trespassing...so jus for safety reasons we tood beyond the gate n toked...my fren brot a v cam n recoreded the whole ting jus in case we saw anything...we all decided nt to go in anymore n went out straite...skali we all spotted another abandoned house n tried to go in...tis one ws planked up sak...so we din bother bout it n woked away...at tat spot amir sed he heard people mumbling...red heard it too but i din hear anything...tat was wierd...najib saw sumthing behind the tree but he saw it alone...so we all jus wok beck out wen red spotted angpai...those bastards wante dto catch us off guard sak...they offed all their headlites n went into the road...kiwak,all kanchiong then run thru all the bushes to get to the bustop sak...tat was one close kol...so we hide at the longkang n najib n doink went iff first to avoid suspicion...skali doink kol us n sed they saw sumthing else rite in front of the bustop...tat part all seram oredi sak...so we jus chilled at the lonkang a wile more wen skali sumore police cars cum by agen...then skali canine unit sum lah sak...walau,those people rilli dowan to lose sia...until canine unt bring it sia...so we all jus wok off jus in case the dogs cot on scent...then we all jus wok off towards the bustop n looked around for wat doink saw...but din c anything...after tis we all jus woked beck to mit the others at one of da blocks n we wattched the tape...red spotted one ting lah sia...rmb the part we went out nsat to discuss whether to go beck in or nt??well,we cot tis headless figure with no legs woking by us sak...if my fren updated the vid,ill place it here n u all c for urself...hahaha...all scared oredi sak...then we all jus go to one block n started telling ghost stories n finally i took the last train home n koled sumone n slept afta tat n wok up late like hell sak...n jus sat n watch tv all the way till nw...updating my blog...any latest info ill update ya aites...hahaha...rafff outzzzz...

flip cock boom!!

2007-01-13T02:01:00.000+08:00

kkay...today was okay2 lah...hahhaa...was supposed to go for the modelling ting but turned beck home instead coz it was raining like fuck n my jeans got soakig wet...so i jus chilled beck n slept agen til 530...confirm e tyme with rin then go out...hahaha...as frens oni lah beng...so kay,i bot my shit n went to mit her at yishun mrt at 7 plus then we headed to town...tot of visiting mail at zara but in the end tk jadi sal hujan...so i tot of heading to taka instead and chilled to sum ciggs wile siting there...hahaha...tok2 for bout close to an hour like dat tat then go to cineleisure...is tat hw its spelt??hahaha...whu gives a fuck rite??hahaha...rin wante dto jus catch a movie n i wanted to get a gud scare,wich i haven had for quite a long tyme...a gud scare from muvies i mean...i hv had enuf of real ones in my werkplace...hahaha...so i tot of geting the tickets to a thai movie spirits of the victims...hahaha...so we both went in slitely late coz we got kinda lost in there...hahaha...so jus took our seat n watched the damn ting...rin was like trying to scream but holding dwn her scream all the tyme...hahaha...funny scene siot...shudve seen her like dat,covering her eyes n all...hahahaha...kay heres a tip,if u wanna have a gud scare,dun go wimme to a scary movie...but if u jus wanna have fun wile watchin,then u cn...hahaha...coz i was like luffin at the screen wen its supposed to be scary...hahahaha...n rin ws like,"i tink ur a freak..."...n she sed it so calmly...hahaha...so i guess i am!!hahahaha...but scary show tho...seriously...but i jus wasnt shocked coz everyting jus seemed so predictable...but the "tings" in there were scccaaaarrryyy...fooo!!but the soryline ws crap tho...din understand at all...but if ur there for a gud scare,then go ahead n try it for urself...ull go home with ur hair all standing up siol...hahahahah...but its cool!hahaha...kay nw ,her ei m updating tis shit agen as i hv been doing for the past 3 days...so if u all dun mind,dats it for the day...hahaha...rafff outzzzz....flip cock boom!!!!hahahahahahaha

a sad feeling to be told,a rainy story to be told...

2007-01-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

hmm...n so,another relationship ends...n tis is e first tyme i ws actually rejected before miting her n getting sumwer wit her...i admit defeat n tis one has my salute...sounds like as tho im makin tis sound like a gam,ebut im nt...im liking toking serious actually...hahaha...tankiu muna for givin me adive...i guess kiping e hope n her choice for e second chance wasnt a bright light after all...hmm,i cnt explain hw i feel tho...she told me tat i shud leave for gud...maybe coz shes emo ing agen or coz she seriously dosen tink im her type...but wichever way,it dun rilli matter,like i sed,if a rejection occurs,i wun mind as long as my heart is not bein played wif...im feeling rather emo,but nt a bad feeling,coz i fil happy oso...duno y...maybe its tis stronger me inside...hahaha...i duno...ouhwell...kay,nw i have to rilli2 turn...haiyo...i tink im gonna be tat same playboy me agen tho...i noe it sux,but tats jus wat happens wen i got no girl...hahaha...everytyme a relationship happens,ill lose all contact with all e others n wen one cums beck,tats like a bad omen...coz seriously.jus now one of them jus contacted me beck...but as a fren lah...so i happily msged oni to recieve bad news from e other...hahaha...kkay,tml im goin for a modellling interview,dat woman koled me at werk n asked me to cum down...so im goin there tml...and since im fully single,i guess ill jus go lukin for gals agen...hahahahaha...cn try wut ryte??but duno whether cn get or not...kay,dat part sux...but nvm,cn try my best...hahaha...kay then,enuff bout tat,lets tok bout today...
kay,today, i went to werk in the morn n went home at six plus...but din go home yet lah...went on top for a cigg n found out it was raining heavily...so i went down n lepak in the lunchroom instead...hahaha...lotsa toys wich their packaging ws destroye dby fuckin small kids tho...but the toys were still in gud condition,so i jus played around with them...hahaha...i tried to figure out the rubrix cube...damn tat was hard...i did tat from 630 til 830...on one stupid cube...hahaha...then afta dat i jus felt like sleeping,so i jus made my way home...chi gals sed gdbye, n so i replied with a smile...theyre nice too...pritty for chi gals too tho...maybe nw its my tyme to have a chi gal eyy??hahahaha...mst c first hw....hahaha...kay,n then go home watch pb n nw i m...here...updating tish bloggie...hahaha...n after tis im gonna kol sumbody so tats it for today...rafff outzzzz....
PS:heres a msg for u if u read tis...i rilli dun mind tat you rejected me...but it wud hv been better if it ws sed to me personally...dosen matter if its thru fon or thru msg...but ur name shudve been on it...ill take tyme to forget u,dun u worry...but ill still be tinkin of u...coz i noe i will never get u...if a miracle happens between us,n we cn be sumthing agen,i wud be e happiest boy u will ever noe...but unfortunately it aint gonna happen...i noe...frens it is aites...n dun wori,i wun behave awkwardly towards u...hahaha...chaozzzz...

shinigami...

2007-01-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

wooo...tis ting wit the relationship is starting to make me feel alive agen...even tho wit alll the ups n downs,i feel guwd n refreshed agen...im finally myself!!hahaha...wee,im nt the gloomy rafee u see in my past posts anymore...its the original me...heee...jus got a haircut btw,maybe tats the reason for me being so happy today...hahaha...kay,today,my bros galfren came to my house...was woken up by her fon call n then slept a bit more afta tat...woke up at rnd 130 like dat n saw there was two msges...one was from my "girl" fren n another was from ayid...im sure u all noe him...kinda farny tho...morning shock...hahaha...nt everyday u wake up n find a msg from ur fren asking u for advice...so i casually replied...and replied to the gal too...ayid wants to get beck to tis girl n asks me whther it was possible or not...i cudnt say much tho coz i noe bout their case...but then agen,it wasnt up to me...was up to him...so i jus asked him to do wat he wants but kip his hopes low coz it wud be hard to get her beck...but then agen,iv learnt about tis gal pretty well n adviced him to carry on trying but kip his hopes low or jus give up straight n be happy witout another heartbreak...her chose the first...wat cn i do rite??then the gal oso ask me wat shud she do...luk,i noe her,n i noe wat she means wen she says tat...so i jus ask her to folow her instincts...kay,koled her awile later on after msgin ayid and extracted the answer from her...i noe the answer but i aint gonna tell ayid...coz i left him wit a last msg...i wanted him to learn from his actions n not to make stupid mistakes like i did...he koled me cruel coz i wasnt even gona help him even wen i new he was goin to a dead end...well,its a lesson wut ryte??i have gud intentions...i cn give advice bu t at the same tyme people nid to learn so i jus left him there to tink for himself n learn wat he ws supposed to do next....rmb,i have the answer n i aint gonna give it...yet...hahaha...cruel i noe,but wit gud intentions...

kay,then i went n eat wit my bro n his galfren...tok here n there bout ghost stories then my bro went into his room wit his gal n got high agen...he was suppose dto accompany me to the salon tho...but in the end got high...i got nervous tho,coz i din noe wat hairstyle to pick...hahaha...his gal jus asked me to cut sum japanese style stuff sal my muker sajak...so i jus pick one from e magazine n cut it...turned out damn well tho...luv it!!hahaha...then cum beck n continue watchin death note one...then msg her...hahaha...i was happy tat i msged her coz it was the first tyme i wasnt filing despo or shit wen msgin her...all i wanted was the have a tok wit her one of these days n be straight with her...tats all i wan...i wan to take tings like a man for once n see where i cn go from there...i wan her to like me for whu i am n nt coz of sympathy...it was great tat i recieved a second chance from her tat wasnt outta sympathy...carefully tot one...at least tats a sign tat she actually sees sumthing between us...but if it dosen werk out,then tat wud suck...but tat jus means i have to move on wit life nw does it...ouhwell...life goes on yeah...i wanna hope for the best n live with no regret...nw im updating my blog n listning to sum songs n next i wanna go slip n wake up for werk tml...so tats it people...raff outzzz...

second chance...

2007-01-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...n heres another update...alas sumthing happen in my life...and i feel great...at least i noe im alive...heh...kay,ill jus tell ya wer u i go for e pat few days...hmm...actually nuthing much lah...three days ago i went to paragon toys r us to help my supervisor do sum checking of da repacks...yeah...nuthing much happened there oso...jus got knocked down by sum heavy boxes n suffered a minor migrane...but hey,part of da job...so fuck it...fell off the ladder...bruises alongmy leg...connected wit my supervisor...stuff like dat...those happened during the three days...then ytd met up wit her coz she wanted to go out...treated her to a movie...we watch death note 2...hahaha...cool creatures there...hahaha...i enjoied the movie n company...but i din noe if she enjoied it as much as i do...but hey,i find everyting enjoyable...oni wen im down lah tat is....then watched till rnd 10 plus like tat then take mrt together...i offered her for me to send her home...but she din wan...so i cudnt do anything...i hate to force people...hahaha...so i went home feelng kinda gud tat at least i managed to spend sum tyme wit her...n dun mistake her for bein my galfren,coz she aint...at least im trying to make her mine...but i dun seem to be getting any wer...especially since its my second chance to make amends n all...i seriously feel like i suck...kay simply sed,ill jus divide tis into another paragraph n then ill start pouring out my misery...

kay done...damn,i seriously feel like i suck...tis is the second tyme i fill so helpless in creating a relationship...i jus fill so helpless...i regretted irritating her tat tyme by msging too much even though i new i ws bein irritating...but hey,tat ws my oni way of learning bout her...so i jus took a risk n busted it...i regretted tat alot n wished i cud take it all beck...but i want her,i seriously do...i may sound so psychotic but i aint...its jus my blog so im saying watevers on my mind n mainly,its her...haish...i hoped for a second chance n asked her sister to ask her sister if i cud...by the tyme,i oredi ws givin her space to breathe so tat i wudnt suffocate her...her first answer ws no way...but then she tot about it n gave me a yes...but i still cudnt help tinkin bout e first answer...tats y im so unconfident nw...i cnt tok much n cnt be myself anymore...i hv to be careful wit watever i do...coz i aint got room for mistakes n chances anymore...frankly speaking,tis second chance does not feel anything likea second chance at all nw at tis point...i noe its kinda early,tats y im gonna be patient...but i fill like im rite at the bottom n hv no way up...unless she gives me a sign tat i am getting sumwer...then i wun waste anymore tyme n get straight up to the peak n hv her...but it aint showing nw...and i nid all the help i cn get to understand her coz shes different...more complicated than i tot...but yet a more switer person inside than i tot...shes a pot of gold to me,n i nid her...but i cnt seem to get it...i suck...i seriously suck...spitting out my problems here cud well help it...but then agen,its still in my mind...u cnt jus wash it all out...nt unless i get hit by a car n lose memory of her...hmm,nw is tat a gud solution??hmm...haha...well,i gotto wait n c if it accidentally happens...coz i seriously feel very swey these past few days...so u cn nvr noe...it cud jus happen tmr,or the day after...wich is y i confessed my feelings to her wen i had the chance...coz u never noe wen ur gonna die...treasure ur luved ones n tell them u luv them beofre its too late aite guys...before its too late...a lesson iv learnt thru tyme n tis incident...sumthing as minor as a smile or hug,cud mean a bomb to sumone whu luvs u...n it aint a joke...iv felt it before...but nw tat person is outta my life...ouhwell...swey boy...hmm...kaylah,tats it for today n maybe for another week...rafff outzzzz....n agen,i suck.....FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh damn it!!!dun wori ah people,ill snap outta tis in a few days....buaix....

blarrrrrr

2006-12-22T01:19:00.000+08:00

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ill take u for a ride,rite on a meteorite...

2006-12-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha...sori people if i havent been bloggin lately...hahaha...it jus sucks coz nuthing new happens in my life during dat tyme...but i tink i cn post sumthing nw tho...n i tink im gonna change the blog skin very2 soon...hahaha...kkay,lets c wat tings happened so far...haha...if went to bintan lately to loosen up with my complete family including ma dad...nvr went on holiday wit him before coz sum of u may noe,theyre divorced...it ws fun yet there were sum restrictions...we cudnt drink!!daym...usually hols confirm we drink sia...nw canot...but nvm,at least still hv fun there...lived in a resort wer the beaches were private...waves oso damn big,so i jus rented a body board n went body boarding...then i tried skimming the real way here then the stupid way they do in singapore...hahaha..body boarding ws nice...cnt do it in spore tho...hahaha...kay,n if u all duno,iv gotten a job...quite sum tyme oredi...nw oredi rich the tyme wen i get seperated from my werk mates...after soo long...haish...they were fun...very fun...i mish them alot sia...like becum braders oredi...hahaha...reminds me,dat day i went town,they got fite...i ws jus woking down by isetan then past mango skali they kena stop...i din notice tho,skali my fren shout my name then i turn n saw them kena stop...fuck sia,i ws like sweyy sak,sal kene stop skrng sak...so i jus went down to the mac n sat n watch the show...me n ma mly frens ws like,if they dun touch u,we dun touch them...so we chilled...n finally it ws settled...memorable occasion tho...hahaha...nw got to separate oredi...ill leave u all with sum pictures of the past events aites...ltr on it will cum...kay,im single agen,n nw i found sumone in my group of frens very attractive...i din rilli noe wat to do at first,so i asked my best fren to help give sum hints to her...she ws different,n i admit i ws scared to try for her at first...turns out it wsnt as bad as she seemed...at first she seemd like tis sarcastic girl...but i learnt tat she ws actually a very understanding person inside...i learnt tis wile toking to her last tyme bout sum luv probs she had...hmm...so i guessed i went for her nw...n everytyme i tok to her,i seem to like her more...i dun noe if she noes hw much i do lyke her,but im afraid i cnt get her,coz it seems like shes stuck in a triangle nw...hmm,i wun mind giving in for tat...as long as she wants to luk for true love,i wun mind giving in for her...seriously...hmm...its complicating,rilli...i guess im fated to be like tis...my life is complicating...i oways wonder y i cn solve others problems but i sumhow cnt solve mind...haish...n wenever i tell those people i help my problems,they cnt help me coz its too complicated...i dun blame them tho,coz i noe it is...hahaha...ouhwell,guess i hv to live like tis all my life...hahaha..no probs yo,as long as i luk on the briter side of life,i cn live happily...hehehe...kay tats it agen,rafff outzzzz...

ps:here are the pics of those events,sori if theyre too big tho...cudnt get them resized...its oni sum tho...too many to put all here...hahaha...theyre random,so,enjoy...n btw,yeah,the waters in bintan are crystal clear...enjoi...hahaha...chaoz yo...

walawala bingbang

2006-10-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

yozz people...neva update tis bloggie for a damn long tyme...nuthing to rite mah...kayy,lets c wat happened in my life lately...hmm...kay,if found a new gal whu i luv very2 much...namer die ku tanak lang...confidential punyer...hahahaha...hmm kay...i tink tats basically the new ting lah...duno y suddenly so little tings happen in my life...haha...kk,well,two days ago ws hari rayer...went visiting wit my fam...collected sum cash...kecian ma abg tk dpt...da tue sgt uhk...hahaha...i like my baju kurung tho....makes me look kinda smart...hahaha...klah,so after tat got nuthing happen oredi...went to skul to sign sumthing to do wit art ytd but in the end cabot off to another place...chill2 wit zaki n zul n aid at mac then had sum ciggis agen...then go home lah after dat...today plak wen t to the gym wit aid n fik...pump untill cramp like hell...hahaha...gotto build my body to keep healthy man...after tat go ny pizza to mkn wile discussin wit fik bout opening up a new crew n whu to pull in...then we went to the staircase still toking bout tis wile having a lil smoke...then after tat fik n us went our separate ways coz he wanted to take e train...so me n aid jus wok to the busstop n plan wat to study for tml...n then we all go home n sat happily ever after...hahaha...nw im chatting wit my cyg...daym i luv her lots...hehehe...kaylah...tats practically it man...i tink im gonna change my skin sumtyme soon...its getting damn boring for me man...hahaha...ouhwell,change it lor...kay tats it...rafff outzzzz...

grrrr...

2006-10-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

haha...hello2 agen...neav updated tis shit for a few days oredi...hmm...lets c wats new so far...kay,this past sat iv went for a haircut...hahaha...see,i asked for a specific style but i got a jap haristyle back...but its dope tho...but i make ma mum happy for once,i had to chop off my sideburns man...it looks kinda orbit but since it ws last sat,my sideburn are visible agen nw(thank god)...hahaha...kay,tats one...another thingy is tat ytd ws the last day i saw my big painting and all my 8 boards for my O-level art!!woooo!!hahaha...got a new set of shelves for my room n a new table for hari rayer...ma bro got sum shelves too...sheesh,its been a long tyme since i went out agen...im fucking bored yo...cnt go out next week coz itll oredi be hari rayer...n the next week wud already be olevels...hahaha...yeah,speakin bout o-levels,im damn excited bout it...i cnt wait to get out of tis fuckin skool...and finally my life wud be in my hands!!no boundaries!!hahaha...awooo!!and then im gonna work too...cnt wait for them big dough im gonna get...iv even planned wat to buy first...hehehe...wun tell u people man...its top secret...but i wanna go get sum new clothes n shoes n most definately,caps!!ima cap collector...jus have a very strong attraction to them,duno y...hehehe...kaylah,tats it anyways for today anyways...and btw,check out my new pic!hahaha...like it??hehe..kay tats it,raff outzzz...

2006-10-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

heres a survey ma fren asked me to do!!hahaha...kay here goes...
1)full name: Muhammad Rafee

2)Name spell backwrds: eefar dammahum
3)Were u named after anyone: nuwp
4)Meaning of my name: dunno
5)Nickname: spin,raf,fee...n ma fam name tat ur nt supposed to noe..
6)Screen name: rAfSpIn
7)D.O.B: 10th december 1990
8)Place of Birth: thomson medical centre
9)Nationality: Singaporean!
10)Current location: ma bros bedroom

11)Star sign: saggitarius
12)religion: muslim
13)Height: 171(
14)Weigh: 50kg
15)Shoe size: 8 1/2
16)Hair colour:black n brownish2
17)Eye colour: light brown..
18)who do i look like?: my dad
19)inner or outer?: both
20)left or right?: right

21)gay, lesbian, straight, bi or others: damn tis is dumb...im totally straight man...
22)best friends: aid,ahchap,fik,zaki,ayin...n ma crew members
23)best friends you trust the most: aid,ahchap,ayin
24)Fav pals: if u cn,u count for me...hahaha
25)best friends of the opposite sex: asha,shikin,shira,ila,yanie,aishah yss n many2 more...
26)best buddies: hmm...buddies ehk...alot uhk...u cn be one oso...
27)Boyfriend or Girlfriend: none...
28)crush: as if i wanna tell
29)Parents: wats wit them??
30)worst enemies: all kinds of posers..

31)Fav online guy: aid,ayin
32)Fav online gurl: aishah yss,shira,yanie
33)craziest friend: hmm...im not rilli sure..got alot..
34)advice friend: hmm,ayin n aid
35)loudest friend: Ah Chap .
36)person you cry with:none...neva cried for years oredi
37)any sisters: nuwp...step sister have,but neva live wit us...
38)any brothers: one older n one step lil bro..
39)any pets: none..
40)Any diesease: stupid...even if i had one,u tink i wana rite?

1) Any Pagers:daym..outdated bustards...
42) Personal Phone Line: my house number!!
43) Cell Phone: have...ask me urself if u wan...hahaha..bluek!!
44) Cell Sponser line: Starhub
45) Pool or HotTub: HotTub yo...for me n for the babes...hahaha...
46) A car: maybe in the future
47) Personality: judge for urself...jus gimme ur number first gals...hahaha...
48) Driving: hmm...yeah!
49) Room: dark blue,pink...
50) Whats Missing: a babe to share my bed...hahaha...

51) School: Sembawang Secondary School.
52) Bed Color: many patterns uhk...
53) R'ship with Parents: better than ever
54) Believe in Yourself:hahaha...yep,i believe alot in myself...oni a tiny ounce of disbelief
55) Believe in LOVE at first sight: hahaha...never had one..nah,i hv oso oni half love...
56) Good-Listener: yerp...
57) Get along wif parents: yerp...
58) Save email conversations: automatic save...
59) Pray: never did home prayers for years...go for fri prayers once in a wile...
60) Believe in reincarnation: nah...if i cud,i wanna remember my past life...hahaha...tat will be dope...

61) Make fun of people: always
62) Like talking on the fone: yeah duh...
63) Want to get married: hahaha...dumbass...
64) Like to drive: cant do it nw tho...but yeah!
65) Morning sickness: hmm...nah..runing nose in the morning ah...
66) Eaten Stem of Brocoli: yeah! niceee
67) Eat chicken wif fork: yeah...once in a wile i do tat...hygiene yo...
68) Dream in color: usually black..
69) Type your finger in home role: huh?
70) Sleep wif stuff animal: faggot...stuffed satan??hahaha...kidding2...

71) Next to you: the babe i hired ytd...hahaha...kidding2...my fon...
72) On the walls in your room: nuthin...
73) On your mousepad: the mouse??
74) Dream car: pimped up bently...its supposed to be a dream man...
75) Dream date: hmm...any hot babes...n one gal i used to love...
76) Dream Honeymoon spot: france yo...
77) Dream Husband or Wife: sumbody whus setia n hot wud be nice...
78) Bedtime: anytime
79) Under your bed:nuthing cn fit under there..
80) Single most important Question: wat shud i do wit gals today??hahaha...
81) Bad time of Day: wen mum starts shouting n nagging...
82) Your worst fear: losing someone
83) The weather is: cloudy.
84) Time:1045
85) Date: 5 October 2006.
86) Best trick did on someone: push sumone off a building...hahaha..nolah...stole a wallet n kept it on a roof...
87) Theme Song: the one ur hearing rite nw on my blog...
88) Hardest thing about growing up: no money, friends
89) Funniest experience: hahaha...everydays funny to me...
90) Scariest experience: walking thru a cemetry at midnyte after seeing sumthing white at the entrance...

91) Silliest thing you ever did:hahaha...too much to rite...
92) Scariest thing when you are with your friend:hmmm...no ciggs??hhahaha
93) Worst feeling: losing someone i love
94) Best feeling in the world: getting the one i love...
95) Last word: love...

CHOOSE 8 PERSON TO DO IT:
hmm...anyone
tat enters my
blog,please
do it...im sure
it will be more
than 8...hahaha...
cheating...

tats it...rafff outzzz...

viva vatos locos...

2006-10-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

woookie dokie...hmm..tday got sum tings happen in skool...tsk3...hmm kay,nowadays i owasy cum skool after assembly coz mls nye pasal...so i practically started my day at 830 like dat in skool...so yeah...study here,study there...first period ws mt...then was p.e....so we all jus went down to do sum pe even tho we neva bring our t-shirts...hmm...yeah,so we played soccer...skali after tat mael finds out he lost his hp wen we returned to the canteen...daym,and damn ws he pissed...so we jus wok2 around looking for the hp coz maybe it jus dropped sumwer..but we cudnt fin dit,so mael had to go to the general office to report it...skali mr chong showed his surveilance clips to mael...mael found out whu,n told us...but we cudnt believe it...so during recess we went down to check the vid out for ourselves...turns out it ws true...but it ws jus too hard to accept it tho...geez...ouh well,cnt say anything oso...haha...kay,so then mael oredi accpeted the fact that he oredi lost his fon then we all jus ended skool n he ws still moody coz of the lost of it...haha...so i went n batalkn ma puase coz i ws jus damn thirsty after playing soccer...then me n aid wen to the toilet for a wile n met zaki...we chilled wile havina few puffs then zaki rushe soff to mit his fwens..me n aid jus wanted to pass by to c whu we cud lepak wit...surely enuff,zaki n gang ws there agen...so we all jus woked home togther...zaki n aid went to ma house to watch a movie bout chikanos...hahaa...viva vatos locos...hahaha...so at round 6 plus zaki n aid made their way to mit wit cyn n gang to pun duit buy ciggs...n im left alone till ma mum came beck so i jus played the movie remp-it...did fully see it tho...but it did seem exciting so i jus duplicated it cozi goto return it to syuk tml...sheesh..so tats basically wat happen today,boring day oso...kay rafff outzzz...

selamat...hari raya...

2006-09-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

wee...kayy,ytd...i went to lavender to take ma bros new passport....so after skool,i went for art for a wile...never go sembahyang jumaat uhk...coz art gonna be last day oredi...so i jus did it for a wile,and wish syazana happy advanced birthday...then i made my way home...at home,ma bro woke up from slip after his prayers..then he woke up to play game...hahaha..padehal supposed to mit ma mom shortly at lavender sak...n we were lyke 2 hrs late sak...kay,so we met ma mom at lavender n picked the passport up..then after tat go geylang to buy baju rayer!!wooo!!hmm,nt gonna tell u wat colour it is tho...hahaha...see who will buy the same colour as me...hahaha...so yeah,after tat go home n go to the coffeshop to buy laksa...then eat kenyang2...lucky ma mum bot sum dengdeng beck...so i jus chewed on tat...hahaha...n went to conference wit ayin n yanie till 245 am n then skali the line got cut...then i go slip after tat lor..hahaha...but blardy hell,at 4 am i got woken up by a very painfull stomachache sak...painful sia...like kena curse like dat...hahaha...cudnt sleep til sahur...then wen eat oredi,aishah msg mie...hahahaha...wooo...kay,then msg til imsyak abis,then went to slip...daym,i din notice the day go by sak..gues i ws too slipy sak...coz i jus rmb goin to slip wen suddenly i was woken up agen...by my mum...n she sed tat it ws time to breakfast oredi...i noe its rong,but i accidentally did dat sak...sheesh...so u shud noe wat tyme i woke up...at rnd 645 like tat...then i jus woke up n watch tv till buke puase then go bath then chilled till nw...haha...dats it for the day...rafff outzzz...
ps:i dun tink u all have seen my crew vid yet,so i guess ill jus leave u all wit my crew vid...
tis was taken before i joined the crew...so yeah,enjoi...

awooo!!

2006-09-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

yeah,back people!!well,for exams,i had to suffer wit the burden of studyin everyday sia...very2 stressful...hahaha...but hey,last year oredi...its jus a measure i have to take being a sec 4 exp...geez...nw oredi start puase...tsk3....everyday nw i go to skool late oso...purposely lah...i duno y but nowadays i jus feel very tired wen i go to skool...hahaha...hmm,tml nt fasting...sheesh...wanna go gym n pump up agen...haha...hmm,exam oso pass 4 n fail 3...pass combined sci,art,maths,mother tongue...eng,amath n combined humans fail...wtf...hw cud i fail eng sia!?damnit...without eng i cnt get out of tis fuckin skool sak...but nvm...ill work harder n strive to the end....hopefully ill get outta tis skool wit high grades...hahaha...kay,i went photographing wit aid on one of the days during the exams for my art...n yeah,these pics wer used for my art prep work for prelims n are used in my olevel prep work too...hahaha...cool huh??hahaha...well,ill leave u wit the pics for tat day...n ill upload my final olevel big board pic wen im done wit it aites...kay tats it...rafff outzzz...enjoi...

exam!!

2006-09-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

wah cibai...sori people,i tink i gonna be MIA for these two weeks uhk...exam mah...prelim uhk,impt to test for Os wich wud determine ma fucking life...hahaha...suddenly got smangat to study agen..power...kiwak,ma head pain sia...okaylah,ic wen else i cn update then i update ah...so far today after school oni lepak here n there then go home...aid n chap cum to ma house n watch entity n crap rnd wit gals on aids msn...so yeah...basically chillin till 7 then study physics all the way...simple style,simple life yeah...so tats it for today,basically gona do tis for the next two weeks...so yeah,tats it...rafff outzzz...

yo,get on the ganja bus,we rollin up sweet2 tantaros...

2006-09-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmm...yeah,and agen,two days i neva update tis shit fuck...hmm,ytd i jus went outta house at 6 to go to the airport to fetch ma mum...went wit ma bro tho...haha.din expect to arrive at 645 wen her flights at 720...so we chilled rnd n check ed the screen...turns out her flight arrival is at 750....damn...so we jus woked to bk n eat there...chilled rnd sumore then jus in tyme to fetch ma mu...so yeah,we fetched her...went home by taxi...n wen i rich home gotto do ma art sumore...troublesome ah...walau...slept at 100...damn it even more...n wats more,i cudnt slip coz tis mosquito kip biting me...n wen i wake up to find it,it hides...so i go n sleep agen then its stars biting me agen all the way till the tyme i gotto wake up...sheesh...damn tired sak as a result...hahaha...
kay so today,wok up to go to school agen...aid koled me half way n asked me wer iw s...tats a first...so i sed i ws woking to mrt...n he sed he ws there...so yeah,we went together...n he sed tat he sent a gal named nabilla or sumthing to skool today...css...hahaha...n yeah,i ws happy to see him wit many gals,but i was equally freaked out tat he was taking a similar picture like i was last tyme...a playboy...hahha...kay nvm,so we toked n hv a smoke otw to skool...kaysiow abit,smoked till e front gate n blow the smoke at the counsillors face...ahahaha...cn escape mah...sec 4 mah...hahaha...kay then school as usual n lets skip to after school...went to art room to do ma art,finishing oredi,so yeah,tats gud...hahaha...then went down to mit aid...saw zaki n diyanah...zaki wen to pierce his ear agen...so yeah,nuthin new...wahahaha...n we sat there n toked shit crapp like sum stupid porno shit fucks...hahaha...so yeah after tat went home...and lucky us!sunita sent us home!yeahhh!!gerek...so yeah sent us home tn i managed to rich home at like 6 45 or sumthing..then shilled to sum tv...then went in to study wen aieka ask me to on tv...haha...was a show on suria bout bboys n hiphop or sumthingy...so yeah,saw ma fam on the tele!wooo...n oink too...hahaha...so yeah chilled agen n study agen till now wen i print ma notes n nw i wanna go study agen...kay tats it...rafff outzzzz...

baa baa black sheep...

2006-09-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmm...yeah...sept at 5 am ytd...waited for me bro to cum home n watched entity 2...haha...i din expect it to be jusa 30 min show sia...n i cnt deny it was scary...damn scary...daym,they cot a footage of the ghost then they zoomed in to their face man...tat was damn freaky...so yeah,today,iwoke up at 1 sumthing...watch tv till rnd 4 then ma bro went out of the hous eto go to his frens house at johor to smoke sum weed...damn,home alone agen man...yerp...so i chilled at home n waited inmsn for sumone to ajak kuar....finally sumbody...so i got ready n all..skali ma mum koled n sed canot go...watthehelll...damn ws i pissed...i jus sat there n termenung sak...chilled wit ma frens on msn...sheesh...after i chat till 7 then i go watch tv...watch until 10 sumthing then cum into msn agen...yerp...chilled down...daym,tis whole day is basicly chilling man...i duno wat tyme im gona slip today oso...maybe damn late...
kay,im jus gonna wirte about ma life nw...daym,inm finally filling peace here...for the first tyme in my life i feel contented bein single...yerp,playboy fever gone...haha...passed it to aid...nw its up to him to stop...nw wat i want is a gal tat i cn luv n tat cn luv me beck...tats all i wan...but they must have them neccesities too yeah...hahaha...i dun noe y people dun c tings my way...i jus luv to go for gals in ma skool...coz i fil i cn hv longer relationships wit them coz yeah,itll be easier to monitor and spend tyme wit them...n wats more,i jus feel more comfortable wit them n at least i noe their backgrounds...getting to noe girls from outside is like starting life anew agen...u gotto to start noeing her from scratch n gotto rilli2 handle her or else shell jus stray n go twotiming n shit...daym i hate those kinda gals...haish...but yeah,bottomline is,i jus wanna lurve sumone n jus enjoy my life wit her...hmm...kay tats jus it...if u tink ur the one,cum n tell me lah if u dare...if u dun then ill cu m to u ...hahaha...kay tats it,rafff outzzz...

lalala...

2006-09-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

hmm...kay today...the day started off wit me going to skool at 9 n finding tat there ws nobody there...sat down in front of the art room like a farkin gundu...lucky go sum netball gals to kip me entertained...hahaha...kay,so i sat dwn n watched them play...skali saw john...kay,we lepak for a wile wile waiting for the rest...aid came next...followed by shira...then rebecca n muna cum...but then the tcher neva cum...blardy hell...PAITAU...fucker...make me go there then neva cum...so by 10 plus we oredi made our way outside n lepak n makan at kfc...so i ate a zinger student meal wit a set of cheese fries...it din taste so speacial anymore ah..coz iv been eating it for the past few days durin tis hols...so yeah,we ate...then we woked out to sit outside 7 eleven but we got tired of tat n went to sit at the pondok outside skool...yeah,sat there n watched the world go by...hahaha...nice...then finally a hornet chased us away from tat place n we went our seperate ways at sunplaza...all go home...so i went home n saw ma bro...he bot a new vcd yesteday...its entity 2!!daym...confirm scary wan..but i wanted to bathe first...skali wen i cum out,he slip oredi...so i oso go slip lor...had a nap til bout 7 sumthing...then watch the chinese show then after tat watch tis how bout a pondan...mly show ah...pityful tho...kay,then ma bro went out to take his passport from his frens house...n nw im left all a lone at home...farkin boring ah...tats y im stil awake at 118 am...geez...im oredi turning drownsy,but im forcing maself to stay awake...wanna test ma body endurance...hahaha...da giler ah...wokay ah,dats it for today...maybe im gona chill n wait for diana to tell me her probs...haha...kay dats it...rafff outzzz...

ermm...nuthin much today,,,

2006-09-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

wokie...hmm,lets start from last nyte uhk kay...coz ytd got sumore stuff happen after i posted tat latest post...so yeah...ytd i ws msgin her n finally broke the news to her...but the ting is,she prediacted wat i wanted to say herself...n for the first tyme in ma life,i c a gal whu takes these stuff blardy litely....hmm...well,i respect her for tat tho...i hv ma reasons n wanted to explain...but she din wanna hear them...ouhwell,i jus wanna say tat i do have ma reasons n its ma judgement from past relationships...but since u dun wanna listen,i cnt help it...i jus dun wanna leave a bad impression on u tinkin im an asshole n all...yerp,dats practically it...ended last nyte...sorie i leftu in such a state tho...but tink about it,if i left ltr,ud be even worst...tats one of ma reasons..but theres more...but nah,aint gonna say it here...
kay so taday!had amath early in the morning...wok up from a drownsy slip....then went to skool n saw farheen,siti n her boy..duno hw to spell...ryan or sumthing...kay,then i go skool n met uo wit ma amaths classmates then went into the room to start studying...yeah,joked rnd here n ther n luffed abit...finally i ws warrmed up enuff for the day...we sat outside after the lesson ws over n chatted...then we saw izyanto cum to skool...we chatted rnd...skali mrs loy kol kandars fon n ask for aid...got news tat his grandad has jus passed away(my condolences)...but aid ws taking it pretty lightly sia...as if its like sumthing dat happens everyday...sheesh...hahaha...kay then after tat we went to kfc to makan...had a big meal there tho...then after tat we went to mac to chill n lepak till like 3 like dat wen i made ma way home...so at home,i went to settle down n changed into ma boxers oni...hahaha...n laid down on the sofa skali tertido...terbangun alek at 6 plus...hahaha...great!ws damn refreshed...then go bath n watch spore idol...daym,paul went out...even tho he aint tat great of a singer,its like were gonna mis tat boy...hes like a trade mark of spore idol sia...kay then i watch criss angel do his freaky magic tricks...wtf,i rilli respect him seh...hes like the oni magician tat cud make me interested in such stuffs nxt to david blaine...hahaha...bet david blaine is bankrupt sumwer nw...hahahaha....kay then i went in here to play wit ma com...n slack3 n start riting tis post n voila!done...n dats it for the day...raff outzzzz....

scared sia...

2006-09-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

shit...hmm kay,two days i neva update tis bloggie...sowie...bz ler...sumore ma mum never let me on ma com...geez...kay,wat iv done tis two days...hmm...two days ago i forgot wat i do...hmm..but i rmb wat i do ytd...hahaha...kay,ytd,i went to skool for geog lesson...saw syuk outside e class...so i see inside the class got whu...but then at tat moment kiajin jus go out n wok away,go home lah most probably...haha...so i ask syuk if he wan to go in,then he sed the tcher sed if u never do the homework,dun even bother coz there wun be anything to discuss...hahaha...then i rmb i neva do...so i went outta the skool lah...wit syuk...met up wit the acads at mac...they have their nxt paper at 2 n its oni like 9 plus...so we go chill2 at the cofishop...makan n all...then wok rnd da skool smoking...syiok ah,no tchers during hols to check outside the skool mah...hahahah...so yeah,we chilled till 1230 then i n aid gottochao n fetch her home...so yeah,went to amk int hv a lil smoke n went to the toilet....hahaha...aid got cursed by n indian man!!duno wat the hell he say..."ane pundek" or sumthing...hahahaha...kay,then met her at int...send her home,then went to aids home to chill and hv smokes...hahaha...he ask me to lyn his gals for him,so i did...gaagagaga...damn farny,he ws more of a playboi then i tot...hahaha...kay then his dad came beck n saw our cigs,he oso tegur ah..but i ws shocked tat he din shout...kay,straight after tat she msg me...says tat she wans to unwind...so yeah,i temankn lor...n aid wante dto tag along,so yeah,brot him along...hahaha...me n her chiled at the reservoir...n jus sum sorta got closer n stuff n suddenly i jus kinmda got too comfy n started playing along wit the atmosphere...damn i got overshot...but it ws comfy then,so it din bother me much...skali wen go beck,i jus got a lil too bothered lah...n sat down n toked wit aid bout our lifes...n yeah,the reason behind ma title is dat im scared...for her...coz i jus felt things went too fast n it sorta freaked me out...i jus saw hw happy she was,n i oredi warned her bout ma behavior...i jus din wanna ruin her happy nature in case it dosent werk out...tats y im so scared...n i broke tis to her tat nyte coz i felt it ws rite coz i din wan people to be left in the dark...n i oso told her tat i wanted it to slow down...she took it lighter than i tot,but i new she ws feeling funny coz theres jus tis instinct n ma eyes started to twitch...i jus new there ws sumthing rong,tell ya wat happen agen ltr....
so yeah jump to today,i went to skool to do art...damn,aid finish his art oredi sia...fast sak...cibai...lucky i finish everything till ma background oni oredi...hahah...i cn jus full swing ma art on fri n i guess itll be done by then...kay,after tat i went to kfc to eat n chill...skalishe msged beck,sed she felt farny after wad i sed ytd...see,i new there ws sumthing rong...geez...so i jus asked her wat she felt n all...tat got me even more scared,it ws oni news n she took it like tis oredi...i noe u dun wan me to be scared coz tk glam...hahaha...but i jus cnt help it okay...frankly,i hv tots rite nw on wat to do wit tis whole thing...geez...sheesh...i jus duno ah...wokay lah,im nt stressed or anythig okay,so dun mistake...hahahaha...im oways happy...kaylah tats it...raff outzzz...
PS:(to "her")if u hv read tis oredi,sori if i publicise tis but its jus a blog...its jus wat i feel...n i wun wanna alter it coz its wats i feel...so yeah,sori there...

k beck...

2006-09-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

woops....sowie neva update for 3 days oredi...haha...bz doin other "stuff" ah...hahaha...well,the past 2 days ws sum normal days...jus went to ma grannys house two days ago for kenduri...then went home n toked to "her"for a wile...aru tido...nice toking to her tho...wat a nice gal...ahahaha...wokie,so tats it for the first day...seccond day was jus sum normal shitz...woke up at round 2 sumthing...(lazy bum,i noe)hahaha...wokie...so i woke up n saw her msg...wee...really warmed me up for the day tho...tho nuthin happen on dat day...jus slack at home n rot in front of da tv...hahaha...kay then came today...i cn tell u slitely more bout today tho...hahahaha...
kay today i woke up at 730 today n bathe and everything tinkin tat there ws art today...skali aid cum n msg n say dun have...lucky din go skool...coz kandar msg me at 1045 wen the class is supposed to be at 9...daym...late info...gahh...so i went beck to slip...woke up at 2 45 agen wen ma mum koled...sed tat steve irwin had died...damn...STEVE IRWIN DIED!!hes lik ethe oni man whu cud make animal adventures so interesting...geez...one of the best animal researchers...dead...damn im gona mis tat man on tv...pity he had to die so young tho...so yeah,beck to the story...i went beck to bed to slip...skali rite on tyme,"she" msg...hahaha...its like exactly wen i want to slip...as if she dosen wan me to be a lazy pig like tat sia...hahahaha...wokie...so i msged her till i got wide awake...n then i slacked n watch tv until i felt hungry wen i go n made maself sum cereal...hahaha...ate it,then ma brro woke up...so alas i have maself sum company...we both slacked untill we got tired of the tv..sow we went n played ps2 together...chilled to sum KOF n then go out n watch tv agen...hahaha...watch holloand v...kekeke...then go watch sum other show then watch another chinese show...after tat ma bro go bath n went down to lepak wit them 211 boys...so yeah,im left alone,had a voice convo wit aid tru msn n bullied kharmila for a wile on her webcam...hahaha...so yeah,here i am nw writing tis blog...hahaha...klah,tats it...rafff outzzzz...

hahaha...so happy...

2006-09-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

wee...today wasnt so exciting as yesterday lah...hmm...kay tis is wat happened...well,today i woke up at rnd 150 like dat...then i went out and slack wile watchin tv...watch until rnd 4 oclock then i on the com...chat for a wile then suddenly ma mum call...ask me to go down to somerset and mit her aftr werk..today ws a boring day anyways...so i jus agreed and went back to chatting...haha...chatted wit "her" for a wile till bout 5 oclock like dat then i go change...then i cum beck n chat agen till 545 like tat wen i say buhby to the rest n went out to mit ma mum at somerset...so i followed ma mum round specialist centre for a wile...then went to the game shop rnd bugis area to collect ma ps2...then made ma way home...wen i rich home,i started to msg her agen...and told her i mis and stuff like dat...wich i do!hahaha...kay,ma reply,i wun tell u...gagaga...leave u in suspense...wakakaka...kay...then she wanted to slip,so she msged me and told me...and at the end of tat msg,sumthing else!!wich i wun tell oso...hahahaha...britened up my day rilli...the movie ws worth it...kaylah,tats wat happened today...simple stuffz...kay,raff outzzz...

haha..tday!!

2006-08-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

yeah...today as i sed,many2 tings happen...hahaha...kay,i stated off ma day by meeting up wit aid and syafik at the mrt...i gave aid the jacket first coz he sed he was feeling damn cold...and then came syafik outta da mrt...he ws supposed to get us sum "stuff"...so wen we confirm he got it,we went on our way down to mac and met up wit fad and zul...they wanted to do it at the blocks rite up front the skool...so we headed on down to the blocks n took out the bottle...zul uncapped it and then we all drank...fad tot us to flick cig ashes into it to make us more high...so we did...and nuthin happened...so we drank til the bottle was empty,then zul n fad went into the skool..me,aid n fik ws still there lepak-ing...skali there n then the effect cum...our heads were blardy heavy sia...then fik tried to stand up n started collapsing everywer...then for no reason i started luffin at him...so i tried n wok oso...then we all wer like stumbling everywer...then we felt tat our heads wer damn heavy so we stop in the middle of the void deck and slept like sum banglas...hahaha...gerek...we planned to go in at 10 tho...so we woke up at 945 n made our way there tinkin our minds were straight agen...skali we all stood up n stumbled away till the skool...lucky the guard neva complain...i bet he n the students oredi suspect sumthing seh...coz we were like homeless people luffin at everything n doin everything rong...haha...kay so we went into the toilet n slept for a wile till recess then we cum out n chilled for a wile n met up wit the rest of the performers...lucky by then the feeling ws fading away oredi...so we went up n practiced a bit before the actual show...
the show went great tho...tho there were sum cock ups here n there,overall it ws great...had fun makin fun of farhin n in turn he made fun of me...wahahaha...support each other mah...so yeah,after the performance,we were dismissed...by the tyme oredi 1240 plus...then "she" msg me saying tat peiying close at 1...damn i was a lil saddened uhk...haish...never get to c them dis year...but nvm...so i wen to mac wit fik n kandar n met up wit wati n gang together wit katijah n the rest oso....all of em were like wanting to take a pic wit me...wahaha...i cnt deny i felt like a star at tat point tho...kekeke...but nvm,i had to rush...goto fetch her...cian die,da tunggu lamer pat stu...hahaha...n no doubt,i came wit skittles!!hahaha...gave her sum then went to mac agen...wanted to eat tho...but all the fast food restaurants were full...so we ended up woking rnd sunplaza...damn boring...so we went to jus stand outside the cinema toking bout our life n comparing our skools...hahaha...bet she ws shocked at my skools violent nature...hahaha...but hey,tats the harsh reality here...live or die...haha...so we went and watch movie together at 250...sum muvie bout a boss whus sumwat evil in a way...haha..title is "devil wears prada "or sumthing...gerek......wakakaka......so yeah,sent her beck home n everything then finally i made my way home....n rested with a hangover...till nw...wahahaha...its still hurts ma brain okay...so yeah,exciting day today,but tats all tat happened...hahaha...
kay tats it,raff outzzz...

weee....

2006-08-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

weee....yeah!tml da tday!cnt wait to mit all ma old tchers...and most of all to say tanx to my present tchers...haha...
kay today,we all planned wat to do for tday tml...me and ma class mates planed to play sum prank on tcher by showing her attitude then saying its all a joke...wahaha...geez,wanna see the look on tchers face...so yeah,i went to do ma art today then went for one final practice for tml...idris became our "manager"for the day and starts screaming at everybody...wahaha...joker sak he...then we pla wat to do and wear tml oso...well,i wanna go in at 10 then check out of lessons at 1030 for rehersal...ahahaha...then i cabot skool straight after tat to go to peiying!!wee!!hahaha...early in the morning we gona do sum secret stuff to get hyped up and ready to go!hahaha..hee...hmm...cnt wait for tml...meet ma old frens...god i miss them so much...hahaha...then after tat i shall have a "special" outing...wee!!hahahaha...kaylah,tats the oni exciting stuff tats gonna happen to day,confirm tml got alot wan...hahhaa...
kaylah,tats it...raff outzzz...

my day today...

2006-08-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

hmm,i oso duno y i kip writing bout wat i do everyday...i duno y suddenly ma life has turned carefree...if i had probs ill definately write here tho...heee...kay da nvm,ill still kip writing untill i have sum problem aites...
kay,so as usual i went to skul and did practically the same stuf...so yeah,after skool i had ma tday rehersal thingy...damn i felt like backin out seh dat tyme...one problem is tat i have to complete ma art by tis week n the other is,ma finger is still busted...geez...but lucky i went thru the rehersal without any probs tho...aite,so yeah,went for the rehersal,danced abit here and there...teachin habib sum new moves...yeah,pity him tho...he pulled his abs wile tryin to do a backflip the day before...so we continue wit the second rehrsal and finished at about 515 like dat...by the tyme the volleyball people are the oni ones left in the hall...so we chilled rnd...i went round disturbin da dance gals...kekeke...kay,then we nided to have sum dance training...so i went behind to have a lil smoke first before cumin beck out...izyan started to make habib feel like a dumbass by usin her fone to kol his and denying she ever did...hahaha...dumb boy...so we all ended up lying on the ground till 7 wen we went to mac to collect sum ciggies from aid and clauds...skali we found out the place kene raid...geez...swey tul...i got nuthing to wait for so i jus go home lor...and watch tv untill i on ma comp nw...so yeah,as usual,nxt few hours im gonna go slllaaaacccckkk...hahaha...kay tats it,see ya nxt tyme...rafff outzzzz...

hmm...nothing special today...

2006-08-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

yeah...im kinda bored posting bout ma skool coz i oways do the same tings everyday...hmm...go to skool on tyme,sit down for assembly...go to chem...make fun of the tcher abit...then go combine humans...listen to tcher tok,then go art...listen to the tcher kecoh...then reces...chill,makan...then go assemble in e hall agen...msg2 wit "her"...crapping all the way...wahaha..then go mt...tok kok wit han and the rest of them...then go english to play2 with mrs loy abit...then go amaths...wer the tcher oways pick on us mly boys...but shes fun tho...
kay nw,ill get into after skool...yeah,so i went to the canteen and mit up wit fik and the rest...chill for awile then go up to the hall for the rehersal shit...daym,i heard it ws tuesday sia,then they go and alter the fuckin day n nw iv ended up wit an injured thumb...kay ill get into tat later...so i went to the hall...and mit up wit the gals...then skali mr raj kol ma group to cum out first...damn i ws pissed...kay firstly,syafik has an injured arm,zaki is missing coz he go to campfeast and tat leaves me and habib...im orite wit the hip hop dance part seh,but he haven season yet...aru blajar step the day before...so i came up wit cocky excuses to excuse me and habib out uh..skali tk lepas..in the end i got to jus sessio for the part wer got break...kay,without stretching and stuff,i go and session...skali wen i wanna go into footwerk,ma thumb suddenly twisted on the ground...and in bent like crazy sia...coz the floor ws damn hell of slidy...even ma soe was like sliding away sak...kay,even tho ma thumb hurt,i still continue...but i cudnt take it so i went beck in,and nw its habibs turn...he went out shorter than me sia,then he ask me to cover up for him...so i went in and did sum eclipses and one handed eclipses...wen ma thumb cudnt take the pain anymore and i jus let go and covered up wit a freeze..damn tat was lucky...or else id hv been humiliated sia...then i jus go and lie down o n the wal feeling tis damn strong pain in ma thumb...crap tat hurt a damn lot sia...so i went down to get sum ice packs and put in on ma thumb...put it untill all the ice melt...skali the ting swell lah sia...then i oso stupid go and touch....kiwak,unbearable sehk...kay after tat was all slack fo rthe rest of the day lah...trying to break abit,then sit down n tok to the gals...then have a lil smoke on the way home n yeah...tats it for the day...kinda boring i noe...but ill update more here if i beat up another guy...hahaha...
kay raff outzzz...

boring day...

2006-08-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

wee,second post!!hahaha...im gonna try to get the hang of bloggin everyday...today is specially boring...damn i hate sundays...hmm..but kay,heres wat i did ma whole day...hmm,i woke up at three plus wit a heavy head coz ma mum jus woke me up...she asked me to mop the house...so i jus agreed,did a lil warmin up and went to the toilet to wash ma face...then i went out to check ma handphone to c whuever still msg me...and yeah,so gud,tis special "gal" msged!!wee...hmm,i oso duno y i so excited...hee...coz i tot she wun layan me if i neva msg...skali die layan plak...hmm,if tat gal got no clue,well,its skittles...hehehee...btw,i forget to tell u,tat 3 months i sed,it no longer exist...coz i ws free wayy earlier than tat...hehe...nw im tryin for u...hope u dun have a prob wit tat aites...kay,y the fuck am i moving outta topic??hmm,yeah,carryin on ma day...oh yeah,there ws 2 msges...one was frem "her" and the other is from tis gal in skool whu i dun like but likes me...and she becumin a real stalker sia...msg me wit "eu" n stuff...kiwak,kalo ma gal tkpe sak...blom lagi ape2...damn disgusted by tat...kay,then i moved on to mopping ma house...then went to bathe straight after tat...sit down and watch tv......then slackkkkkkk....til 7 wer i entered ma room to do ma hwk...chilled to sum music...i found out tat i cudnt concentrate wit the music tho...but wtf,i still continued...hahaha...coz ma main objective was to slack...hehehe...then ma mum went in ma room to pass me a banana...nice banana...hahaha...kay then after tat i went to eat ma dinner wile watchin tv...and ate a vitamin pill...then wash all e dishes and then here i am nw...blogging...and for the next few hours,im gonna do wat i want to do for tis whole day,slack...until i sleep...wahahaha...
kay tats it,raff outzzz...

first blog post...

2006-08-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

wahaha...wee...hello...im actually kinda glad tat if finally succesfully created my blog wit ma own hands...but together wit the help of info from aid lah...hahaha...hmm...today vewie2 boring lehh...but ill start wit ytd lah...
geez,bad day ytd at home...went to skool late ytd...chilled outside wit aid..duno y i so lazy to go in skool on tyme...blardy tchers push us untill we canot study...haish...but i went in skul late coz i neva do her hwk lah...the day before i forgot clean bout it but then i rmb it durin ma sleep...but then tkkan wan to wake up and start doing rite??so the oni way to escape punishment is to cabot lor...went in at 10 45...late huh??blame it on maths till reccess uhk...heck...so yeah,i oni had physics after tat then its time to go to friday prayers...decent kan?i noe...hahaha...outside guess wat we saw...theres tis bitch whu is a malay whu dresses up like a slut wit tattoos and revieling clothes...geez...and those neneks wit the donation boxes were like gossiping bout her...my gawd,ur standin in front of the house of god dressed up like a slut??daym...she ws there till we finished our prayers sia...kk,inside the house of god,we met up wit idris,farhin and syafik...da taubat agknye...hahaha...did our prayers, and went out...saaw tat slut kolin an old man and toked to him...i duno bout wat lah...but boys will be boys,we tot she was selling her body...wahahahaa...kay,we then made our back to skool,lost contact wit farhin n syafik...i went to skool to have dance for tchers day practice...kutok izyan abit,break abit then after all ws done,went down to the canteen to chill n look at npcc...
there,we saw our ncc juniors learnin bands and hitches...so i went to help out...then skali syafik turns and looks at me and says"eh raf,nk pukol budak nie tk??"so i ask y...and he replies"die asik kacau kamil ah"...i oso reply "pape ah"...skali kandar oso wante dto join the fun...so we went ahead and tied the boy to the railing...and he sed"kan aku da ckap,aku kuat...ngok,sampai 4 orng nk bwk aku turon"...kiwak...i ws like gona punch is face sak...but i threw the rope over his body and pulled the rope hard sia,untill he canot breathe...ten i tie him down...syafik ws busy whipping his body...skali zaki came...he had his own hal wit him and made him eat his shoe sia...daym,tats like blardy kurang hajar sak...but i luffed bout it lah...then i took a npcc stick started playin snooker wit his head and babat on his stomach wile syafik ws still whipping...then we left him there to rot...zaki gave him a spit on his face and then we all woked home...
outside,i ws like,"daym,we surely tot tat boy"...and ayid n fik ws like "yeah"...hahaha...tats a great feeling man...so long never torture people oredi...haha...
kay then at home,ma mum ale2 saw ma late cumin slip for 2 days sia...both cumin in at recess...strait away she shout ma face sia...then kol ma bro...ma bro sed i cudnt go dance oredi..wtf sia...then to make it worst,ma mum took ma fon away...geez...bad luck sia...and ma bro ws ored i like"eh budak,aku da brape kali suroh ko jgn jadi mcm aku,kalo ko pat depan muker aku,aku da tamapah ko sak..."and i ws like scared sak,but i jus took it like a man lah...apologisin for everything...haish...and yeah,tats it for the day...
its been 2 days since if lost ema...i feel glad tat im free...but i noe ill fil like shit ltr on...but hey,tats jus life u noe...gotto accept it...but yeah,if been feeling damn free n light these two days...hahaha...kay tats it,chao...see ya nxt tyme...